You sit down at the bow of the boat and close your eyes. The sound of the waves is all you can hear.

Your mind wanders, and you think of everything you've been through that got you here, to this point

This point... what is this point? I don't feel any closer to feeling a sense of satisfaction out of any of this...

The more I think about all of this, the more confused I become. Am I just running in a big cirlcle wasting my time?

Is there nothing more meaningful that I could be doing right now?